Wandering Stars

(With appreciation to Norman Lessing who wrote the episode “The Actress” in which we learned of Adam’s friendship with the famous actor Edwin Booth.)

June 1865 - approximately two months after the assassination of President Lincoln by John Wilkes Booth

It was turning into a very quiet evening indeed at the Ponderosa. Following supper, each of the Cartwrights had settled into some more or less personal task, and none of them was paying much attention to the others for the moment. Ben was working on putting part of his gun collection into apple pie order. Adam sat in his favorite chair with a writing pad balanced on his knee, attempting to produce a poem to express his somewhat unsettled current emotional state. Hoss was putting the final finishing touches of sanding and polishing on a beautiful wood carving of a deer that he had devoted many careful hours to. And Joe, sprawled on the settee, was eagerly perusing the new dime novel that he had brought back with him from town earlier in the day.

Hop Sing had just quietly entered with a tray holding a coffee pot and four mugs and placed it on the low table in front of the fireplace when a knocking was heard at the door. At a glance from Ben, Hop Sing nodded, padded over to the door and opened it. There was a brief exchange of words, then, instead of showing the unseen newcomer in immediately, Hop Sing came back to where Adam was sitting and spoke quietly in his ear. Adam looked up at him in surprise, and Hop Sing nodded. Adam got up from his chair, laid down his writing pad and pencil on the seat and quickly made his way to the door.

Stepping outside, Adam glanced around until he caught sight of a slender figure standing in the shadows beyond the light pouring through the door. The visitor stood with his back toward Adam, gazing out into the yard.

The figure turned around to face him. The face and the dark, wavy hair were familiar, but there was a haunted look to the eyes that Adam had not seen before.

“What are you doing here? I hadn’t heard that you were planning to come to Virginia City. Why didn’t you let me know?”

“I didn’t come here to perform, my friend. Actually, I’ve given that up for the present*. The truth is, I was hoping that you might be willing to let me stay with you for a little while. And I know that, as things stand, I could well be considered an unwelcome guest...”

Edwin Booth took a deep breath, and his tense posture seemed to relax a little. “It’s a tonic to hear that from you, Adam. These last two months...ever since that poor, disturbed brother of mine committed his unspeakable crime...I’ve seen almost everyone else turn away. Rejection has become the consistent pattern of my life.”

“Can you, Adam? Within days after the assassination, virtually all my bookings for the next several months had been cancelled. I’ve received threats from people who don’t even know me, who only know what my brother did. People stop talking and stare at me when I enter a room. My life has become a nightmare, from which I am unable to awake.”

“When I heard what happened, I wanted to contact you, but I didn’t know where you were at the time and I wasn’t able to reach your agent.”

Adam stepped up to him and rested a hand on his shoulder. “The nightmare will end, you know. It’s just going to take some time. And, in the meantime, of course you can stay with us.” He paused. “I’m glad you thought to come here.” A slight smile crossed his face. “We can discuss Shakespeare together in the evenings.”

Edwin managed a wan smile in return. “That would be a pleasure, Adam. Thank you.”

Adam leaned over to pick up Edwin’s traveling bag. “Let’s get inside. It’s a little chilly for this time of year.”

As they entered the great room, the other Cartwrights all looked up curiously, and, seeing Adam’s companion, rose to their feet. It was Edwin who noticed the slight hesitancy in their action and the uncertain glances that they exchanged.

“You all know Edwin here,” Adam began. “Well, he’s decided to take a little vacation time here on the Ponderosa. Pa, if it’s all right with you, I’ll put him in the room across from mine.”

“That will be fine, son,” Ben replied. “It’s good to see you, Mr. Booth.”

“Thank you, Mr. Cartwright,” Edwin returned. He couldn’t help sensing the lack of real conviction in Ben’s greeting.

Adam led Edwin up the stairs and soon had him ensconced in the room that he had mentioned. “I think you should be pretty comfortable here,” he said. “We’ve already had supper, but I’m sure I can get Hop Sing to fix you up something if you’d like.”

“That’s very kind of you, but I ate just before I came out here. I think the best thing for me would be just to retire early and get a good night’s sleep,” Edwin answered.

“Very well, then. I’ll leave you to settle in now and I’ll see you in the morning. Good night.”

As Adam headed down the stairs he saw his family gathered near the fire. They were conversing animatedly, but their voices seemed to be muffled somehow, perhaps deliberately, and it was only when he had almost reached the bottom that he was actually able to make out the words.

“Pa, do you really think it’s such a good idea for Mr. Booth to be staying here? There could be some real trouble if the wrong people got to know about it,” Joe was saying. Adam stopped short to listen.

“It does feel kinda funny to have someone so close to the man who shot the president right here under our own roof,” Hoss added, a little shamefacedly. Overhearing this, Adam began to frown.

“I have to admit I have some serious reservations about this,” Ben answered. “The circumstances certainly aren’t the best, but...”

“I can’t believe what I’m hearing!” Adam interrupted him. He came down the last couple of steps and moved toward the others with anger in his eyes. “Edwin Booth is one of the finest men I know. He had absolutely nothing to do with his brother’s criminal act. He deplores it as much as any of us...probably more! And still he’s been hounded and harassed over it as though he were responsible! I thought I could count on the three of you to understand and not to treat him as though he were the criminal. Well, apparently I was wrong! Now we may have our quarrels in this family, but there’s always been an underlying respect...until this very moment. At this moment...I feel ashamed for us!”

“Now son, wait just a minute....” Ben held up his hand while Hoss and Joe looked on stunned at Adam’s outburst.

“No, Pa. You all have made yourselves quite clear. Well, if Edwin Booth is an unwelcome guest in this house, then just maybe that’s what I am too!” With that, Adam turned on his heel and made for the door.

But Adam didn’t reply. Grabbing his jacket and hat he cast one last angry glance back at his family and strode out the door, slamming it behind him.

The door to the barn opened rather abruptly, startling the horses, who were settled in for the night. Adam Cartwright entered and quickly strode over to where his horse, Sport, was stalled. He gave the animal’s glossy neck a swift pat. “Sorry to knock you up, boy, but I need to take a ride,” he said. With practiced efficiency, he soon had his mount saddled and the bridle on. He led Sport outside and, with a smooth motion, mounted him. The horse responded willingly to his urging and broke into a canter as they moved out of the yard.

Once out onto the open trail, Adam leaned forward and clucked to his mount, setting him into a full gallop. They flew down the road, their speed creating a wind that whipped Sport’s mane back into Adam’s face and whistled past his ears, seeming to blow away the force of his anger. They continued that way for some time; both man and horse seeming to relish the exertion. When at last Adam eased his horse to a slower pace and finally brought him to a stop, he felt that the tension was drained out of him. They had arrived at a spot overlooking the lake, one of his favorite places to come when he had a problem to reflect on. As he gazed out at the moonlight tracing a sparkling path across the water, he found the familiar feeling of calmness overtaking him, and he felt himself able to think back on the scene between him and his family with a cooler head.

Why had he reacted so strongly to what he had heard them say? Certainly the comments he had overheard were cause for disappointment, but had they really justified the outburst of anger with which he had responded? Looking at the situation with characteristic honesty, he had to admit that the answer was no. It seemed that the remarks about Edwin had only been the trigger that had set off something that had been building up inside him for some time. But exactly what was that? Adam sat there staring out over the water for quite some time, thinking about that question. And when the answer finally came to him, it caused a somber expression to come to his face, because the conclusion he had reached had implications that were far from entirely happy.

With a sigh, Adam gathered up the reins, turned Sport around and headed back toward home, this time at a walk. Though in one respect he wanted nothing more than to be back in the comfort of home, in another respect he was almost reluctant to arrive there. Because going home would mean confronting his father and telling him something that Adam knew he wouldn’t want to hear.

Adam’s thoughts were melancholy companions as he continued his slow ride. He was about halfway back to the ranch house when Sport suddenly came to a stop, pricking his ears, bringing Adam’s attention back to their route. There was a tree by the side of the trail a little ways ahead of them. Underneath it Adam could barely make out the figures of two men on horseback. Drifting clouds were passing across the face of the moon, obscuring its light for the moment and making the men very difficult to see. They were obviously trespassing in an area of the Ponderosa where they had no business to be. Instantly wary, Adam began to reach for his gun, only to realize that, in his hurry to leave the house, he had neglected to bring it with him.

Adam carefully urged Sport a little closer to where the two men waited. “No, it’s not Cal,” he replied.

“Well just who are you, and what are you doin’ out here, mister?” the man challenged him.

“I think that’s supposed to be my question. You do realize that you’re trespassing on Ponderosa land, don’t you?” As he came nearer, Adam positioned his hand in the pocket of his jacket and prayed that, in the bad light, he could bluff the men into believing that he had a weapon, if necessary.

The other man gave out with an unpleasant laugh. “You work for them Cartwrights or somethin’?”

“Well then, maybe you might know somethin’,” the man continued. “See, we heard some talk around town how a fella named Booth arrived on the stage earlier today and hired someone from the livery to drive him out to the Ponderosa.”

At that, Adam almost smiled. Edwin must have sent his driver back to town before Adam had even come out of the house to greet him. Funny how he hadn’t even thought to inquire how Edwin had gotten out to the ranch from town.

The man was rambling on. “We was kind of figurin’ on snoopin’ around a little and findin’ out a few things about this Booth fella.”

“Like whether he’s kin to the man that shot the president,” the first man cut in.

“Well then somebody’s gonna make it clear to him that he ain’t welcome around here.” That was the second man.

Now that he had found out what the two intruders were after, Adam felt the anger rising in him again.

“Gentlemen, I strongly advise you to get off the Ponderosa at once...and not to come back,” he said in his most coolly authoritative voice.

As the first man began to splutter indignantly the moon appeared from behind the clouds, casting greater light on the scene. The second man’s eyes grew wide as he saw Adam more clearly.

“Jesus!” he called out to his companion, “This fella ain’t one of the Cartwrights’ hands - he’s one of old man Cartwright’s sons!”

This revelation seemed to panic the other man. Immediately he drew his gun and got a shot off in Adam’s direction. Adam felt the hot sting as the bullet grazed his left arm, and he almost lost his balance in the saddle as his horse shied from the sudden sound of the gun.

“Of all the idiot things...! Let’s get out of here...now!” the man who had recognized Adam shouted. And the two trespassers spurred their horses to a quick getaway, not staying on the trail but cutting across country on the straightest route back toward town.

Adam reined in Sport and quickly drew out a handkerchief to put over the wound in his arm. The wound appeared to be superficial, but it still hurt quite a bit, and he was beginning to feel a little bit dizzy. He managed to get the handkerchief tied around his arm, then he sat there for a moment, looking in the direction where the two men had disappeared and trying to clear his head.

Finally, with a grim expression on his face he turned his horse’s head and resumed his journey home.

As Adam rode up to the ranch house, he saw his father and brothers come out to meet him, as though they had been waiting. The look on Ben’s face was very serious, as though there was something he had been preparing to say. It was also a little angry...and perhaps just a little shamefaced. But as Adam dismounted and Ben caught sight of the handkerchief tied around his injured left arm, the expression turned to one of anxiety, and he hurried up to grasp his son by the shoulder. “Adam, you’re hurt! What happened, son?”

“I ran afoul of a couple of trespassers, and one of them got off a shot at me.”

“It’s all right, Pa. They’re gone. And this is only a graze.” He lifted the injured arm. “I don’t need the doctor,” he added, forestalling his father’s next question. “It only needs to be cleaned and bandaged.”

Ben took charge, turning toward his two younger sons. “Joe, have Hop Sing get together everything we’ll need to treat this wound. And Hoss, you take care of your brother’s horse.”

“Sure thing, Pa,” Hoss replied, stepping forward to grab Sport’s reins and lead him toward the barn. Joe had already disappeared back into the house to do his father’s bidding.

Ben grabbed Adam by his uninjured arm and firmly guided him inside. In just a minute he had Adam settled on the settee near the fire. Hop Sing entered, carrying a bowl of water, some cloths and some material for bandages. Ben took the things from him, put them down on the low table in front of the settee and sat down next to his son. He had Adam take off his shirt, then quickly and efficiently set about tending to the wound as Hop Sing and Joe, who had come in following him, stood looking on in concern.

“Adam I think you should know that your brothers and I had a little talk after you left so abruptly. You were right that we shouldn’t have been treating your friend as though he were the criminal, and if that’s the way that it was coming across, then we regret it deeply. In fact, we all went up together to talk to Mr. Booth and make sure he understood that he is truly welcome here.”

“I appreciate that, Pa.” Adam paused. “But I’m afraid the truth is that your concerns may have been more justified than I wanted to believe.”

“The men I ran into...they had heard that a man named Booth had come to the Ponderosa, and they wanted to know if he was related to the man who shot the president. They talked about making it clear to him that he WASN’T welcome.”

Adam and Ben turned their heads to see Edwin Booth standing at the bottom of the stairs, tying the belt of his robe around him and looking at them with eyes of pain.

Edwin moved toward them, his eyes focusing on the bandage that Ben had just finished wrapping around Adam’s arm. His face paled slightly. “So the ghost of my brother’s victim follows me even here,” he said slowly. “And because of it my friend is endangered. Adam, you could have been killed.”

Adam did not reply at once. He stood up, slipping his shirt back on, and turned to look into his friend’s eyes. “It’s really just a scratch,” he insisted in a reassuring voice. “Please, don’t make more of this than it deserves.” He laid a hand on Edwin’s shoulder. “Go on back up to bed now, and we can discuss the whole situation tomorrow.”

Edwin locked gazes with him for a moment, then nodded and turned toward the stairs.

Adam turned toward Joe and Hop Sing. “And if the two of you don’t mind, I really would like to speak with Pa for a few minutes...alone. Please.”

At this Hop Sing retreated back toward the kitchen while Joe moved to follow Edwin upstairs, leaving Adam and Ben alone together.

Adam sat back down on the settee next to his father. “Pa, I wanted to say I’m sorry for the way I spoke earlier tonight,” he began after a moment. “I should never have used some of the words I did...like ashamed. That wasn’t true. It could never be.”

Ben nodded carefully. “It did hurt to hear you say that. And I couldn’t quite figure out just what was making you that upset.”

“Neither could I at first. What I overheard you and Hoss and Joe saying about the situation with Edwin wasn’t enough to set me off that way. I knew that even as I was headed out the door. Somehow that just got mixed up with something that had been building up inside me for some time and made me react more strongly than I should have. I rode out to the lake and just sat there on my horse staring out at it for quite a while, trying to figure the whole thing out.”

Adam took a deep breath. “I think so. Tonight was about a lot more than Edwin. It was about the restlessness that I’ve been feeling more and more over these last few months. You’ve seen it, Pa. For one thing, I’ve been snapping at Joe more than usual, and I’ve even been that way with Hoss...which isn’t usual at all. I know I’ve tried their patience, and I think Hoss has done quite a job of smoothing Joe’s feathers and keeping him from striking back at me.”

“I have seen it,” Ben said. “I was hoping it was just something temporary that would pass.”

“Well, I don’t think it is. Pa, you know how often I’ve talked about wanting to experience as much of the world as I can...how often I’ve mentioned the possibility that one day I might decide to leave and head off on my own.”

“Yes,” Ben whispered, suddenly realizing that the painful prospect which he had kept pushed to the back of his mind was about to become reality.

“Well, I think the time has come, Pa,” Adam continued in a voice of quiet determination.

Ben sat silent for a moment. When he spoke it was with a slight tremor in his husky voice. “You realize, of course, that I don’t want you to go...that I’ll miss you terribly...and your brothers will too.”

“Of course I know, Pa. That’s what’s held me back from doing it before this.” Adam looked at his father, and his eyes held both sympathy and an unalterable determination. ”Pa, this isn’t so much something that I want to do as it is something I need to do.” He paused, concentrating his persuasive powers. “Think about what you did when you were younger. You crossed an entire continent pursuing your dream.”

“Yes, I did. So I know just how difficult the journey was. What was it that made you undertake such a thing? Wasn’t it the feeling somewhere deep inside you that waiting out there was the place that belonged to you and you just HAD to find it?”

“Well that’s the feeling I have. The place in this world that’s mine is out there somewhere and I need to go and find it.” Adam’s voice vibrated with his passionate intensity. “It may be that in the end I’ll find that my place is back here on the Ponderosa. But that’s something I have to discover for myself. Pa, you were in your early twenties when you set out. Well I’m already thirty-five, and I’ve been putting this off for quite some time. Pa, I can’t put it off any longer.”

There was another pause before Ben spoke again. “I understand, son. And I know I can’t stand in your way. It’s just...hard.”

Adam leaned forward and placed his hand over his father’s. “I won’t be exactly leaving you home alone here, you know. Hoss and Joe will still be here. And they’re quite capable of taking care of things in my absence...hard as it is to admit that.” He smiled slightly, attempting to lighten the moment.

Ben returned it. “Not that anyone else’s presence will quite make up for your absence. But exactly when do you intend to let them know about this? And... just how soon do you intend to leave?”

“I’m not quite sure yet. Obviously I won’t be going for as long as Edwin decides to stay here, which may not be all that long. And I’ll talk to Hoss and Joe when my plans are more definite. For tonight, I just wanted to broach the subject with you.”

A silence fell between them which Adam cut short as he stood up and stretched himself tiredly. “Right now, I really feel like I need to get to bed. Funny how discussing something like this can do that to you. Good night, Pa.”

“Good night, son.” Ben reached out his hand and Adam clasped it briefly before he turned and headed upstairs.

Ben remained seated, staring into the fire, thinking about the little boy who had followed him so willingly on such a long journey, and his eyes were full, and his heart was heavy.

The morning following Adam’s talk with his father found him, along with Edwin, sitting in the office of Sheriff Roy Coffee. Over an early breakfast, Ben had insisted that Roy should be informed of the incident with the trespassers, and though Adam was skeptical about how much good it would do, since he was able to give so little information about the men, he did not want to cause his father any further upset by making an argument over it. He persuaded Edwin to go into town with him, promising him a good meal at the International House when it came lunchtime. Roy’s eyebrows had gone up slightly when he saw Adam accompanied by the celebrated actor, but his normal rough courtesy asserted itself, and he waved them into chairs in front of his desk, then listened intently as Adam told his story.

“I’m sorry I can’t give you any more than that, Roy,” Adam concluded. “The night was so overcast anyway, and they were in the darker shadows under the tree. I didn’t really get much of a look at them. They got a better look at me”

“You say one of them called out “That you, Cal?” before they saw you plain?”

“So we know they was waitin’ for someone named Cal, and that’s about all we do know about ‘em. Well considerin’ how many people named Cal there are in these parts, I can’t say as that’s gonna be very much help in findin’ out who they were.”

“I know, Roy. I’m not really expecting very much in that regard. But Pa just thought that at least you should know about it.”

“Well, I’ll keep my eyes and ears open, and if I should by chance come up with anything, I’ll let you know.” Roy’s face set into a grimace. “I don’t like the idea of somebody gettin’ a shot off at you, Adam. Just thank the Lord that he was such a poor shot. It certainly could have been a lot more serious...an awful lot more serious. I’d hate to have to be gettin’ ready to go to your funeral tomorrow. Don’t know as I could stand seein’ how upset your poor pa’d be.” A teasing smile peeked out from under Roy’s mustache, but the look in his eyes betrayed the very real and very deep concern that he felt.

“I’m touched, Roy.” Adam responded dryly to Roy’s banter, but his eyes acknowledged what he had seen in the other man’s. He paused for a second. “Well, I guess it’s time for Edwin and me to be letting you get back to your job. I’ll be seeing you.” He made as if to rise from his chair.

“Now wait just a second, son,” Roy interjected. “There was somethin’ I was gonna tell you about too.” He hesitated, apparently not comfortable with what he had to say. “I found out this mornin’ that there’s a petition goin’ around town askin’ to make Virginia City off limits to any blood relative of the man who assassinated President Lincoln.” He noticed the look that Adam and Edwin were giving each other. “Now don’t get yourselves in a tizzy over this. No petition like that is gonna have any legal force. I don’t think there are even that many people signing it. But it is happenin’ and I thought you should be aware of it.” Roy looked directly at Edwin. “Mr. Booth, I just hope you’ll be real careful for as long as you’re around here. Now you got a right to be here, same as anybody else, and I wouldn’t do anything to interfere with that, but for your own safety it might just be a good idea if you would choose, on your own, to limit the amount of time you spend in town.”

A little while later Adam and Edwin were seated together at a corner table in the restaurant at the International House. They sat silently as they waited to be served, each of them thinking about their earlier conversation with the sheriff.

In a moment a young waitress with short brown hair and a pleasant smile approached their table.

“Hello, Adam,” she said, obviously addressing a familiar customer. She placed two glasses of water in front of them and handed them their menus. “I see you have a guest with you today.” Her smile was turned on Edwin.

“Yes.” Adam nodded. “Jessie, this is a good friend of mine and a very distinguished actor, Mr. Edwin Booth.”

The abrupt change in Jessie’s expression showed clearly that, though she had not met Edwin Booth before, she had certainly heard of him. A look of definite aversion passed swiftly across her features. She caught herself quickly and sought to compose herself, but the effort was evident.

“A pleasure to meet you, Mr. Booth,” she said with forced politeness, lowering her eyes. “Now what will you two gentlemen be having today?”

Adam ordered a dish of trout almondine with a green salad, giving Edwin time to glance quickly down the menu and make his selection.

“Very good, sir,” Jessie responded coolly. She gathered up the menus, turned and hurried off with a certain abruptness, leaving Adam looking at Edwin with a hint of amusement...which Edwin picked up on.

“Not exactly,” Adam replied, smiling. “It’s just that with all the choices available on that menu, I might have expected you to choose something a little more...sophisticated. I don’t really see you as a fried chicken sort of fellow.”

Edwin smiled back at him wanly. “Perhaps I just feel the need for something plain and simple as a relief from my current rather complicated situation.”

Adam’s expression sobered. “I’m sorry about Jessie’s attitude, Edwin. I wouldn’t have expected her to be a part of the problem.”

“I’m used to that sort of behavior by now, my friend. Think nothing of it.” Edwin shook his head ruefully. “If only that kind of reaction were the most serious thing I had to be concerned about.”

Adam sensed something of what was on his friend’s mind. “Edwin, if you’re still thinking about that incident last night....”

“Adam, please, don’t try to minimize it,” Edwin interrupted him. “The fact is that someone shot at you...might have killed you, but for the grace of God...and it wouldn’t have happened if it weren’t for my being here. Bringing that kind of trouble and danger upon you or any of your family is something that I simply cannot allow to happen. I regret having to say this, but I really feel it will be for the best if I cut my visit short and make arrangements to return to New York as soon as possible. I had hoped that this remote area would prove something of a refuge from the specter that dogs my heels, but it is proving otherwise. My presence in such a place is too conspicuous and draws too much attention. Back in New York I ought to be able to become lost among the multitude and perhaps there will actually be less trouble.”

Adam looked at his friend intently for a moment as he considered how to respond.

“I understand and appreciate your concern,” he finally said in a low voice. “But I don’t like to see you apparently trying to run away from the problem. Is there really anywhere you can go where the same difficulties won’t follow you? I very much doubt that going back to New York will make things any better. You talk about being able to disappear there, but in fact won’t you actually be under more scrutiny there than anywhere else?”

Edwin gave a discouraged sigh. “You may very well be right. But, in that case, what am I to do? What is the alternative? Do you, in your wisdom, have any ideas about that?”

Adam leaned forward, resting his arms on the table. “I just may. Now it seems to me that the basic problem is...”

At this point he was interrupted by the appearance of Jessie, bringing their orders. Without a word she placed the plates in front of them and quickly retreated. Edwin picked up a drumstick from his plate of fried chicken and took a bite.

“Mmm, very good,” he said. He looked up at Adam curiously. “You were saying?”

Adam ignored his meal for the moment and continued to regard his friend with an intense stare. “It seems to me the basic problem is that, right now, people are not distinguishing you from your brother. Anyone who bears the same name is tarnished with the same guilt. What you need to do is remind people of exactly who you are yourself. Not John. Not your other brother, Julius**. Just you...Edwin Booth.”

Edwin seemed very interested indeed. He put down his half eaten drumstick. “And exactly how do you suggest I do that?”

“Well, to start with, you stop avoiding the limelight. You actually seek it out.” A gleam came into Adam’s eyes. “And I think I know just what the first step should be.”

Adam retrieved a paper from the inside pocket of his jacket, which hung on the back of his chair. He unfolded it and looked at it for a moment. Then he looked over at Edwin a little hesitantly.

“I’m almost reluctant to show this to you. I can imagine what your first reaction may be. But it’s just possible that it could provide a good opportunity to test my idea.”

Edwin took the paper from him and examined it. It proved to be a notice taken from a newspaper, apparently the Territorial Enterprise.

The newly formed

AMATEUR THEATRICAL SOCIETY OF VIRGINIA CITY

proudly announces its first presentation

“THE CURTAIN RISES...”

on an evening of hilarious comedic sketches

and thrilling dramatic scenes

Monday, July 3, 1865, beginning promptly at 8 p.m.

Piper’s Opera House

Free tickets of admission may be obtained in advance at the

Opera House. There will be a voluntary offering taken at the

event with all proceeds going to support the Society’s first

full season of theatrical offerings, beginning in October.

Edwin eyed his friend questioningly. “Adam, I don’t think I understand. Are you involved with this in some way?”

“Actually,” Adam replied, “I’m the one who organized it. For a long time I’ve been wishing that Virginia City had a theater group of its own. I started talking to a few people, and it seemed that there was enough interest to possibly make it work, so we decided to give it a try. I have enough money to put into it to assure that it will last at least one full season. Beyond that, we’ll have to see how things go. There are some pretty enthusiastic people involved, and a few of them even have some real talent. I’m hopeful about the prospects for success.”

Edwin considered for a moment. “It is certainly a noble undertaking, my friend, and I congratulate you on your ambition. But I’m not quite sure how this relates to me. Could you possibly be suggesting...?”

“What I’m suggesting,” Adam interjected, “is that you make a special guest appearance, perhaps perform one of your famous soliloquies at the end of the program.” Seeing the look on Edwin’s face he hastened to elaborate. “Now I know that this is a strictly amateur event and not at all what you’re used to. But you have to remember that the point is to get you back on stage and to get people thinking of you as an actor again and not as John Wilkes Booth’s brother. This would only be a first step in that direction, but I think you need to take that first step somehow, and I doubt that you’ll find a more favorable opportunity.”

The corners of Edwin’s mouth turned down as he fingered the glass of water in front of him.

“Given the kind of reception that I’ve had so far in this town, aren’t you concerned about what might happen?” he asked hesitantly.

“Not if we make it a surprise and don’t announce it ahead of time,” Adam replied. “No one except the rest of the cast will know anything about it before the night of the performance. That way nobody will have the chance to cook up any trouble.”

Adam chuckled lightly. “I think those are the last people you have to be worried about. From what I’ve seen of them, I’d imagine that most of them will be seriously star struck at the idea of being on the same stage with you. There’s a rehearsal this afternoon at the home of the director a couple of miles out of town. Why don’t you come along with me and see for yourself?” The look that he gave his friend offered both encouragement and a challenge. “I really think this could be what you need right now.”

Edwin leaned back and sat silent for a moment with lowered eyes, obviously in deep thought. Finally he raised his eyes to meet Adam’s and accept his challenge.

“Very well, my friend. I trust your judgment. And I believe that your idea is a sound one. I shall do as you have said.” He raised his water glass with a flourish.

It was evening when Adam and Edwin finally found themselves back on the Ponderosa after what had turned out to be a longer than anticipated day.

Edwin’s introduction to the members of the theatrical group had gone well. As Adam had predicted, their reaction to the appearance of the famous actor had a certain awestruck quality to it. Many of the women had blushed prettily and bobbed awkward curtsies as though they were being presented to the king, while the men had tended to swallow nervously as they reached out hesitantly to accept Edwin’s offered handshake. But Edwin was adept at putting people at ease in such situations. And when Adam explained that the renowned actor would be making an appearance in their show, the awe quickly changed to excitement as the aspiring thespians greeted the news with applause.

Adam had enjoyed watching as Edwin sat back observing the cast members running through their various sketches. A couple of times Adam thought he caught his friend wincing fleetingly at some demonstration of overeager amateurishness, while at other moments Edwin’s eyes widened with real interest as one of the performers revealed a flash of genuine inspiration. Somehow Edwin never let the young actors catch anything but encouragement in his expression. And he was able to offer some genuinely constructive suggestions in a manner that was easily accepted by them.

When the rehearsal was over, Jess McBride, the young man who Adam had recruited to direct the production, invited everyone to stay for a light supper of corn chowder and ham sandwiches, and he made a point of telling Edwin how delighted he would be for him to join them. Edwin glanced over at Adam, saw him give a slow nod of approval, and politely accepted. The supper had turned into something of a chat fest, as Edwin lingered to answer questions from the enthusiastic group and regale them with stories of his own experiences on stage.

When Adam eventually suggested, gently but firmly, that it was time for them to leave, it was with some reluctance that Edwin assented. On the way back to the ranch, Edwin seemed more relaxed than he had been since he arrived, and Adam was glad to see it. As they entered the house, they were bantering over some ideas Edwin had come up with to improve the theatrical society’s production. Edwin was actually smiling, and Adam was feeling a sense of satisfaction at the success of the opening stage of his plan.

The discovered Ben alone in the great room, sitting in front of the fire, taking a sip from his snifter of brandy. Ben turned his head at the sound of their arrival, then took another quick sip of his drink, put down the glass, and slowly rose to greet them.

“Well, I’m glad to see that the two of you have made it back,” he said. “I would have had Hop Sing keep some supper warm for you, but I wasn’t sure just when to expect you. I was beginning to get a little concerned.” There was something accusing in his eyes that made Adam slightly uneasy.

“I’m sorry we’re late, Pa,” Adam offered. “The rehearsal ran late and Jess invited the whole group to stay for supper afterwards. I guess the time just got away from us a little.”

“I think it’s your brothers you need to apologize to,” Ben told him. “They spent a good deal of time today covering your chores. Now, I know they had expressed themselves willing to take on extra work so that you could spend time with your friend, but I don’t want to see you taking advantage of that. They do have their own work, you know, and sometimes they even have their own plans.”

Adam was tempted to bridle at the implied criticism, but he managed to hold back the retort that almost rose to his lips, reminding himself that, on this occasion, his father’s remarks had some justification.

“I’ll make it up to them, Pa,” he said carefully. “Where are they, by the way?” he added, glancing around the room and seeing no sign that his brothers were home.

“It’s Friday evening. Where do you suppose they are? Right after we ate, they headed into town to have a couple of drinks at the Silver Dollar. It seems there’s a new girl there that Joe wants to get to know a little better,” Ben replied.

“Just so he doesn’t get to know her TOO well...eh, Pa?” Adam attempted to lighten the mood, but his father did not rise to the bait.

“I’m sure your brother can handle himself just fine,” Ben said pointedly. “Now if you two gentlemen will excuse me, I think I’d like to retire early this evening. Good night, Adam...Mr. Booth.” He nodded briefly and turned to make his way up the stairs. Edwin’s eyes followed him until he disappeared. Then he turned to Adam.

“If I’m any judge, your father seems upset about something, my friend,” he said. His brow furrowed. “I just hope it doesn’t have anything to do with anything

“I don’t think so, Edwin,” Adam assured him. He paused, then reluctantly added “I think it’s me.” Seeing the curiosity in Edwin’s gaze, Adam laid a hand on his shoulder and gently steered him in the direction of the fireplace.

“Look, why don’t we just sit down by the fire, I’ll pour us each a drink and we can talk for a bit? There was something I wanted to discuss with you anyway.”

A couple of minutes later they were both comfortably settled with glasses in hand, Adam in his favorite blue chair and Edwin in the corner of the settee closest to him, waiting patiently for him to speak.

“I’m afraid my father is a little upset and on edge right now,” Adam finally began. “Just last night I had a talk with him and I had to tell him something that...well...let’s say it was something he wasn’t happy to hear.”

“I told him that it was time for me to leave the Ponderosa...to go out on my own,” Adam responded quietly.

Edwin looked at him in surprise. “I’ve heard you mention that possibility, of course, but always as something that might happen sometime in the future. I’d no idea that you’d actually decided to take the plunge.”

“Neither did my father,” Adam said dryly. “I explained to him that I felt the need to see as much of the world as I can and to find my own place in it the way he did when he was younger. He said he understood, but I’m afraid it still came as something of a shock to him. I know he doesn’t like the idea of my going. And I don’t think he’s quite figured out how to deal with it. So he becomes a little angry over something else.” Adam leaned back in the chair with a sigh. “I hate the idea of hurting him, but I’m afraid there’s just no way around it. This is something I need to do to be true to myself. I’ve been putting it off for a long time, and if I don’t do it now I’ll only get more and more restless until something explodes and I’ll wind up hurting him even more.”

“I know how hard it can be to find one’s own place in the shadow of a formidable father,” Edwin said sympathetically. “I seem to recall that when we first met you asked me if I was going into acting to please my father or if it was really what I wanted for myself. I believe I answered rather blithely at the time that of course it was what I wanted. But, in truth, finding my own way was an issue that I had to grapple with for quite some time. Believe it or not, there are still moments when I have doubts as to whether I might not have been happier as a schoolmaster.”

“Perhaps not,” Edwin admitted. “But enough so that I can say I believe I understand what you’re going through. I wish you well in your quest, my friend. If there is any way I can help you, you need only ask.”

“I’m glad to hear you say that,” Adam replied. “There was something I wanted to ask you. Now, you know that you’re welcome to stay here as long as you like. But however long that is, you will eventually be leaving. And I suppose that when you do, you’ll probably be going back to New York.”

“Well, I was wondering how you’d feel about my going back with you,” Adam continued. “I think New York would be an excellent place to start my adventures. I haven’t been there since I visited with some friends during the summer while I was at college, and I’d really like to see it again. I was hoping that you’d be willing to let me stay with you for a little while, just until I decide where I want to go from there.”

“It would be my pleasure to have you,” Edwin assured him heartily. “I certainly owe you no less for all that you’re doing for me.”

“Thank you, Edwin. It’s good to have that much settled. At least I know the first place I’ll be going when I leave. Now it’s just a matter of when. Perhaps after the performance on the 3^rd you’ll be clearer on your own plans and we can make a decision together about that.”

“That sounds sensible,” Edwin ventured. His expression turned thoughtful. “I think the two of us make quite a pair...don’t you agree? A pair of wandering stars”.

Adam’s cocked eyebrow showed that his interest had been caught. “How do you mean?” he said.

“Well, as for myself, unanticipated events pulled me out of my proper sphere and I came wandering here, hoping to escape their pull and find my way back. You, on the other hand, are questioning whether the sphere you occupy is in fact the proper one for you and are about to go wandering in order to find out. And yet, from our very different directions we cross paths and find ourselves wandering together...at least for a while.”

“That’s an interesting metaphor, and quite poetic,” Adam said. “I would only add that I hope that each of us will end up in the sphere where he truly belongs...shining brightly.”

It was the middle of the afternoon on Monday, July 3, and Edwin Booth was getting ready to leave shortly with Adam in order to arrive in Virginia City in time to prepare for that night’s performance.

He had spent much of the last two weeks in a state of nervous apprehension over what the reaction to his appearance would be. Heeding Sheriff Coffee’s advice, he had avoided actually going into Virginia City. Rehearsals had continued to be held at the home of the director, except for the final two dress rehearsals, which had been held on the stage of the Opera House itself. On those occasions, Adam had taken precautions to insure that Edwin’s presence would not draw attention. They had used a circuitous route through side streets in order to arrive at the back entrance of the theater. Edwin had worn a long cape and a broad brimmed hat in order to disguise his appearance. The rest of the troupe had, of course, been sworn to secrecy concerning his participation in the show. They were to be the only ones, apart from Sheriff Coffee, to know about the plan. Edwin was most grateful for their cooperation. Finding himself among people who had no trouble seeing him as the actor instead of as his brother’s brother had been wonderful for his morale. And now, as curtain time approached, he sensed the old familiar tingle of anticipation that he normally felt on an opening night. It blended with his nervousness to put him on edge and caused him to drum his fingers impatiently on the top of the dresser as he stared into the mirror, checking that his hair was properly smoothed down.

He heard a knock at the door and turned his head in that direction. “Come in.”

The door edged open and Adam peered around it. “Are you about ready to go?” he inquired.

“In just a moment,” Edwin replied. He picked up the jacket of his suit from where it lay on the bed and began to put it on.

“I suppose I am a little anxious, but that’s normal.” Edwin paused and looked at his friend earnestly. “Adam, whatever happens tonight, I feel that simply getting involved in this has already done me good. I wanted you to know that...and I’m grateful to you for it.”

“Well, I just hope that you’ll still be feeling that way after it’s all over,” Adam replied smiling. “Come on then. It’s time we were going.” He gestured with his arm toward the open door. “Your public waits.”

The steady clop of a horse’s hooves was heard amid the drowsy late afternoon silence, and seconds later a buggy could be seen emerging from behind the trees that hid the curve in the trail, moving at an easy pace. Adam, driving the buggy, stared straight ahead, keeping his eyes focused on the path ahead, while Edwin, sitting next to him, leaned back casually and basked in the slanting rays of the sun that broke through the branches of the trees, seeming to enjoy the ride.

Suddenly the sound of a gunshot broke the quiet, and Adam sensed a bullet whizzing past his head. Startled, both men turned their heads to look behind them. Three men on horseback with kerchiefs covering their faces came out from behind he trees along the path and began to pursue them.

“Get down!” Adam shouted, and Edwin bent forward into a protective posture. Adam grabbed the buggy whip and brought it down sharply on the horse’s haunches. The animal jumped forward, racing away with such speed that the buggy bounced over the bumps in the trail, jarring the two passengers while several more shots were fired over their heads. But in spite of the horse’s best effort they were eventually overtaken by the riders. One of the men came alongside them and grabbed at the horse’s bridle. Adam attempted to fight him off using the buggy whip, but the man was still managing to slow them down. Meanwhile the other two horsemen had sped past them, then abruptly whirled their horses around to stand there, blocking the trail. Adam was forced to bring the buggy to a complete halt while the three men surrounded them with guns drawn.

“All right, you two. Get down from that contraption and put your hands up,” one of the men growled in a slurred voice which sounded as though he had been drinking.

Slowly they began to get out of the buggy. Surreptitiously Adam moved his hand to feel the gun that was hidden underneath his jacket. Facing three to one odds against men who already had their weapons pointed at him, Adam was uncertain as to how he would be able to bring his own weapon to bear in this tight spot. But he felt a responsibility for his friend and he knew he would have to do something. If he kept his head, surely some opportunity would present itself. He just hoped he would be quick enough to pick up on it.

But just as he was considering these things, an unexpected occurrence turned all their thoughts in a very different direction. Gunfire was heard from farther down the trail in the direction of town. Glancing in that direction they all caught sight of several riders approaching at top speed, getting off occasional shots as they rode. Adam quickly recognized the rider in the lead as Sheriff Roy Coffee. The men surrounding the buggy began to return fire and the air was soon resounding with the sounds of the gunfight. Amid the confusion, Adam drew his concealed gun and managed to wing one of the men who had stopped them.

The next few moments were chaotic, but at their conclusion the sheriff and the men with him had all three of the men who had attacked Adam and Edwin in custody. Two of the attackers and one of the sheriff’s men were wounded, none of them seriously. When it was over Roy Coffee pulled his horse up beside the buggy.

“I am uninjured, sheriff, thanks to the timely arrival of you and your friends, though I cannot imagine how you managed to turn up precisely when you were needed,” Edwin replied.

Roy chuckled. “Well now, that’s a story. The men who attacked you are Cal Fredericks, Otto Brandt and Blackie Fuller, and they....”

“That’s right, Adam. I figure that Brandt and Fuller are the two men you caught trespassin’ that night a couple of weeks ago and Fredericks is the ‘Cal’ they was waitin’ for.”

“So they actually decided to follow through on what they were talking about that night,” Adam said. “But how did you know about what they planned for today?”

“You can thank Leah from the Silver Dollar for that. She overheard them talkin’ about their plans and came to me with the information.” Roy paused to wipe a hand over his brow. “You fellas know a woman named Edie Fuller, don’t ya?”

“Of course,” Adam said. “She’s in charge of the costumes for the Theatrical Society.” Then he made the connection, and his expression changed. “And I suppose she’s related to this Blackie Fuller.”

“She’s his wife,” Roy confirmed. “Now I understand you told everybody involved with the show not to tell anyone else about Mr. Booth appearing. Well, it seems that Edie Fuller didn’t think that applied to husbands. She told Blackie all about Mr. Booth. Gave him enough information that he and his friends were able to plan to intercept ya comin’ into town today.”

“I doubt she had any idea what her husband and his pals were up to,” Roy resumed. “Fortunately they wasn’t as careful as they mighta been. The saloon girl overheard ‘em and so it all got back to me and I was able to get a posse together to stop ‘em.”

“Fortunate indeed,” Edwin said quietly. For a moment all three men were silent, thinking about what might have happened. Then Edwin spoke again. “Adam, given what’s happened, do you still think it’s such a good idea for me to go through with this tonight?”

Edwin looked at him thoughtfully. “I suppose you’re right,” he said finally. He straightened his shoulders and his face set with determination. “There is a great tradition to uphold, after all. Whatever the circumstances...the show must go on!

Edwin Booth stood in the wings of the stage of Piper’s Opera House, listening to the laughter of the audience at the final scene of the Theatrical Society’s performance. The evening had been going well and the audience had been responsive to virtually everything that was presented. And now his own call to step back into the limelight was only moments away. He clasped and unclasped his hands anxiously, surprised at the degree of his own nervousness. He had thought that he had his “opening night” jitters under control, but the incident earlier in the day had brought all his apprehensions about what he was doing back to the fore. One minute he trembled at the thought of being booed or pelted with tomatoes when he stepped onto the stage. Then the next minute he almost laughed at the mental picture of himself with tomato juice running down his face He felt himself to be uncharacteristically unsettled, and that was not a good omen. Closing his eyes, he took several deep breaths to steady himself.

Hearing someone coming up beside him, Edwin opened his eyes and looked to his right to find Adam Cartwright standing there. Adam was acting as stage manager for the performance, making sure that everyone was in place on time for their entrances and that everything backstage was running smoothly. When the final skit was finished, he would be the one to make the announcement of the surprise encore.

Sensing his friend’s unease, Adam rested a hand on his shoulder and gave him what he hoped was an encouraging smile. “Are you all ready?” he whispered into Edwin’s ear.

“As ready as I ever will be,” Edwin replied softly. “At this point, I just want to get it over with.”

At that moment the scene on stage was coming to an end. There was a burst of laughter from the audience, followed by hearty applause as the actors took their bows and exited the stage. As they came off, the cast members huddled together in groups in the wings, evidently anticipating what was coming next. While the audience’s applause still lingered Adam stepped out on the stage and gestured to gain their attention.

“Ladies and gentlemen,” he began, “on behalf of the entire troupe I would like to offer you our sincere thanks for your warm reception here tonight. This concludes the scheduled part of this evening’s performance. However, I am pleased to announce that there is still one additional scene to be played out here tonight.” He paused as the audience looked up at him expectantly. Ben, Hoss and Joe were all sitting in the front row with smiles on their faces. They, of course, were the only ones who were in on the secret. “On this occasion,” Adam continued, “we are honored to have with us one of the greatest stars of the American theater...Mr. Edwin Booth.” At this a murmur ran through the crowd. “Mr. Booth has consented to perform for us an excerpt from one of his most renowned performances. He will be presenting the famous soliloquy from Shakespeare’s “Hamlet” in which the Prince of Denmark, in despair over the death of his father at his uncle’s hand and frustrated at his seeming inability to take action against the murderer, considers ending his torment by taking his own life. At this time it is my privilege to present to you...Mr. Edwin Booth.” He gestured toward the wing where Edwin awaited.

The murmur of the crowd became more intense. There was a slight hesitation before a tentative outbreak of applause was heard. As he moved offstage, Adam noticed several people getting up and heading toward the exits.

A moment later Edwin emerged from the wings and stepped to the center of the stage. He too had noticed the handful of people who were leaving, and he thought to himself that at least the audience had not arisen to leave en masse. He was trembling on the inside, but outwardly he forced himself to appear composed. In his all black costume with the long cloak falling from his shoulders, he presented an elegant and regal presence. He stood there without moving, his stillness drawing the eyes of the audience, and waited for the noise to die out completely. Then, into the stillness, he finally spoke.

“To be, or not to be...that is the question”*** he began, in a low voice that forced the audience to pay close attention.

His voice became more intense as he began to be more caught up in the character’s pain.

including “the oppressor’s wrong, the proud man’s contumely, the pangs of despised love, the law’s delay, the insolence of office and the spurns that patient merit of the unworthy takes”, and to ask wonderingly why anyone would bear such wrongs if they could end the suffering by their own choice. The thought of the trials that he himself had been going through enabled him to immerse himself more and more deeply into Hamlet’s suffering. And as he did so, he felt the audience being drawn along with him. The pain of the character’s dilemma invoked sympathy and compassion. And it also demanded an answer.

Hamlet’s desire to escape the pain and suffering of human life is powerful. But his uncertainty about what comes after is even more so. And that paralyzes him.

“Thus conscience does make cowards of us all,” Edwin concluded in a bitter voice. And in a final gesture of despair he bowed his head, burying his face in his hands.

There were three seconds of utter silence. And then, suddenly, the audience erupted in thunderous applause. Led by the Cartwrights in the front row, they rose to their feet almost as one. The clapping continued and voices were raised in cheers of “Bravo!”

With a graceful bow, Edwin acknowledged the standing ovation. He glanced over to where Adam was standing and saw him smile as he gave a thumbs-up gesture. Edwin smiled back, then took another bow.

In the dressing room about forty-five minutes later, Adam was patiently waiting for his friend. Edwin was elated at the success of the evening. Following the performance, there had been something of a mob scene backstage. Some of those who came were family members and friends of the cast, but a good number of them were fans hoping to meet Edwin and ask for his autograph. Booth had spent over a half hour graciously obliging their requests and chatting with them. By now, almost everyone else had left, and he finally had the opportunity to change out of his costume and into his regular clothes. As he did so, his enthusiasm continued to spill out in his steady stream of conversation.

“You were so right, Adam,” he said. “Once people got to see me as an actor again, it seems that whatever animosity they might have harbored disappeared.” He looked over at Adam as he buttoned his shirt. “After tonight, I feel renewed, and prepared to pick up my career as quickly as I can. I am eager to get back to New York, not to attempt to escape from the scandalmongers, but to begin making arrangements for a new production to tour. Oh, it may take some time for things to come together, but I am confident now that things will work out, and “the sooner, the better” is the operative phrase. I understand that the stage which leaves on Wednesday mornings provides the best connections for traveling to the East coast. It’s too late to make arrangements to leave this Wednesday, but I think I should be able to be ready by a week from Wednesday if that suits you, assuming, of course, that you are still interested in coming with me.”

“Oh I’m still interested, and I think a week from Wednesday should work out fine,” Adam responded. He cast down his eyes and lowered his voice as though talking to himself. “It’s probably best that there shouldn’t be too much time before I leave. It will be easier on all of us if the break is clean and quick.”

Edwin was tying his shoes and didn’t catch everything his friend was saying. “What was that, Adam?”

“Oh, I was just thinking that now I’m going to have to tell my brothers about my plans and that things are likely to get a little difficult around home when I do, so it’s a good thing that my actual departure should come as quickly as possible.”

“You aren’t having second thoughts are you?” Edwin asked, cocking his eyebrow.

“No. I’ve thought about this for a very long time and I know that it’s something necessary for me.” Adam’s expression turned pensive. “I only hope that I can make THEM understand that,” he said wistfully.

In spite of the fact that he got to bed quite late that night, Adam made sure he was the first one down for breakfast the following morning. And, as he had hoped, his father was the next one to come down. As Ben reached the bottom of the stairs, he saw his oldest son already seated at the dining table, enjoying his first cup of coffee. Sounds from the kitchen indicated that Hop Sing must be just about ready to start bringing out their food.

“Good morning, son,” Ben said cheerfully. “I’m a little surprised to see you up so early this morning after the night you had. That was quite a show your group put on, and I must say Mr. Booth came through magnificently. I don’t think I’ve ever heard the words of Shakespeare spoken with more insight or passion.”

“Thank you, Pa. I’m sure he’ll appreciate the compliment,” Adam said. He paused for a moment, a little unsure how to bring up what he had to say. He finally decided that the direct approach was probably the best.

“Pa, there’s something that I need to talk to you about,” he said quietly. “And I wanted to do it before Hoss and Joe get here.”

Ben immediately became wary. He had a fairly good idea of what was coming. “All right, son. What is it?”

Adam finished his coffee and set the cup down. “Edwin is going to be leaving to go back to New York on Wednesday the 12^th, a week from tomorrow.”

“And I’m leaving with him,” Adam continued. “I’ll stay with him in the city for a little while until I decide where to go from there.”

Ben took the news in silence, but Adam could see in his eyes how hard it was for him...and it was hard on Adam to see it.

“Pa, I need to talk to Hoss and Joe about this, and I think I should do it this morning,” Adam said. “I wondered if you could...”

He was interrupted by the appearance of his two brothers as they came clattering noisily down the stairs.

“I think I understand, son,” Ben said quickly. “I’ll find some excuse to make an early exit and leave you alone with them.”

A few seconds later, Hoss and Joe were taking their places at the table with chipper greetings. The door to the kitchen opened and Hop Sing entered carrying plates of biscuits and sausages and a large bowl of scrambled eggs. Adam mentioned that Edwin had told him last night that he planned to sleep in late this morning, which Ben declared was understandable, and Hop Sing promised to keep some food warm for him.

The Cartwrights settled down to a hearty breakfast. But it wasn’t very long before Ben arose and excused himself, saying he wanted to go out to the barn and check on Buck, who had a sore hoof from picking up a stone yesterday.

“But Pa,” Hoss objected, “you ain’t ate anything yet. Are you feelin’ all right?”

“I’m fine,” Ben assured him. “I guess I’m just not very hungry this morning.” And with a significant glance at Adam, he turned and left them.

Joe turned to his older brother with a grin. “Hey, Adam, I really enjoyed that show last night. You think maybe you could introduce me to the girl who played the daughter in that first skit...the one with the curly brown hair and big brown eyes? She’s really something.”

“Sorry, Joe,” Adam replied, a gleam of amusement in his eyes. “I’m afraid she’s already engaged...to a big, burly blacksmith.”

“Oh, well...” Joe’s face turned crestfallen. “Anyway...I wanted to say that I thought Mr. Booth was great too. Heck, he even managed to make that Shakespeare you’re so hot on sound interesting.”

“He sure did,” Hoss chimed in. “I mean, the way he spoke them words, you could actually understand what he was talkin’ about.”

Adam couldn’t help but smile at his brothers’ newfound appreciation of the Bard.

“I’m glad to hear you say that. You’ll have to tell him yourselves later.” His expression became serious. “I know that the two of you have put in a lot of extra work so that I could be free to play the proper host to him while he’s here. I want you to know that I really do appreciate it.”

“That weren’t no problem, Adam,” Hoss said as he dug into his food. “You’d do the same for us if we needed it.”

“Sure, older brother. You know you can count on us,” Joe added. “By the way, do you know how much longer he’s going to be staying? Just curious, you understand.” And he gave his brother a wink.

Adam found himself feeling grateful to Joe for leading, however unknowingly, into the subject he wanted to speak of. “Actually, I wanted to talk to the two of you about that. Edwin has decided to start back to New York a week from tomorrow.” He paused. “And I’m going along with him.”

“Decided to take a real vacation, instead of just the usual business trip to San Francisco, did you?” Joe quipped. “So just how long do you expect to be gone?”

“I’m not coming back Joe,” Adam said quietly. “At least not for quite some time. I’m leaving the Ponderosa to go out on my own.”

Joe stared at him wide-eyed. “Leaving? Just like that? Adam, how can you? How can you do that to Pa?” His voice was strident.

“Does he? Well that’s fine and dandy, but I sure don’t! What about all the hurt you’ll be causing him...all of us? Doesn’t that mean anything to you?”

“Of course it does. Believe me, if I didn’t care about that, I would have done this a long time ago. And I wouldn’t do it now if I didn’t feel that it’s something I need to do, something really vital to me.”

“It seems to me that we have everything we need right here!” Joe insisted angrily.